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Random · thoughts · by · Leanne
AKA: my place to bitch
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So monday i went to the rhumatologist and was told i do in fact have fibromyalgia , so he has started me on a new med for pain called neurontin, i have to go to pool therapy , and pt . So thats that .....
On Tuesday , i was hanging curtains in my living room, which look beautiful btw. But when i went to step off the stool to go get something i stepped on my sons stupid wheely shoe and BAMMMMM!! down i went i hadnt made it completely off the stool only one foot was on the floor and it was the one that stepped on the shoe!! so now i have a big bruise on my my thigh and a bruise on my heel cause i hit my heel on the back leg of my lazy boy recliner......
In other news , my kids are doing great i cant wait for them to go back to school!! Hubby got a new job he works for Wolf protection Agency (google it) he really likes it and i like that he isnt home all day!!! So depending on how this new med effects me i may cancel my disabilty claim and get a part time job , but i told everyone i need to be on my meds for at least a month before i decide anything.
SO thats what i have been up to , hows everyone else!!
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Well i have started bike riding every night with the family , even got a new spiffy bike!  but let me just say , having not ridden a bike since i was like *cough15cough* and the buttocks area not being what it used to be , can i just say MY ASS HURTS!!! we have gone on a ride the last 2 days and i am up hubbys butt to keep going , it was the best low impact excersise i could think of and i am really in need of losing weight, so i will keep you all posted as to how this venture goes!!! wish me luck , lots and lots of luck lmaoooooo!!!
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To say the very least lmaoooooooo Lemme just start with the thunderstorm warning, the tornado warning the hail , the rain , the wind all until about 10 pm !!!! a little boy also drowned all of this BEFORE i went to bed! And then at 3 am we were rudely awaken , i thought at first my daughter had just rolled in to the wall and thats what made the thud!!! but NOOO!!! our dog started going crazy , some idiot had been drinking and driving and spun out in his pick up right in front of our house the thud we heard was him landing in our front yard, he sat down on the tail gate , this was the conversation my husband had , all while holding back our dog : hubby: can i help you dd: no hubby: can you explain why you are parked in my yard d.d: i had a little accident hubby: are you hurt dd: no he then proceeds to try and get in his truck to drive away , unfortunatly his back axle was broke, so i called 911, they came out and arrested him and towed his truck away, meanwhile i have a torn up yard and hubby has to call our home owners ins, and go after his, the cops left us a case number and their cards. so that was my night how was yours ??LOL
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We got a new puppy, the kids just adore him , his name is "buddah bear" but we call him just "bear" he is just a little over a month old , so its like having a newborn all over again , and as always i get up in the middle of the night lol but we all love him!!! oh btw he is a welsh corgi and wont get very big ....  |
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heres the history of me!!
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Well as most know we are moving out of California in a little over a week. I am so sick of packing!! who knew you could accumulate so much shit in 2 years. So i am just about done packing , and i see this mound of stuff in the kids room..... its my step daughters stuff all piled on her bed , in the corner of the closet and i am left to wonder is she ever coming back to get it?? She was going to go with us , but has decided to come out this summer . Well she also was going to stay here with us till we moved yeah haven't seen her, since x-mas day when her mom and step dad came to get her from my sisters ......so i am about to just put all her stuff in a plastic tub and call it good she can sort it out later , her clothes , her x-mas gifts, all of it . I feel as though she is avoiding us cause we are leaving , her gifts from us are here she didn't even take them home with her...i guess i am a little hurt .. we are leaving in less then a week and she would rather be with her mom and step dad who she is will be with after we are gone .. her little brother and sister keep asking if she is coming back before we go and all i can say is i don't know!! they only have this weekend really cause come Tuesday they go back to school for 4 days then we leave on sat the 6th , so help me out folks what do i do???
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well folks here we go yet again , one more surgery and then i am done , on thursday , yes this thursday, i go in for yet another surgery this time on my left elbow to move a pinched nerve so i can have feeling back in my pinky and rig finger on that hand , i also have to have carpal tunnel surgery on that hand to release a nerve that is causing my middle finger to go numb. I go in at 9 am on thursday the surgery is scheduled for 1030 am so you all keep me in your thoughts and prayers and i will update as soon as my body lets me . I will probably not be on much , cause well typing with one hand will suck ass!!! so til later folks tc leanne  ^ ^ ^-------THIS PICTURE IS MY LEFT ARM BEFORE SURGERY :( IT WONT LOOK LIKE THAT AFTER THURSDAY!!
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where and what i was doing 5 years ago today: Well my daughter was not quite a year old yet , so i was awaken at dark thirty in the morning to a stinky diaper , i thought no biggie same ol same ol, get up change her butt and back to bed , right?? WRONG as i was wiping her booty my phone rang , and i thought who in the hell is calling me at this hour , yeah no one calls my house that early !! i answer the phone , and its my friend in hysterics, " a plane flew into the empire states building" , i said no way you just had a really bad dream , and btw why are you calling me at 6 am call back later when i am awake !! she said NO!! turn on the tv .........it wasnt til after i turned on the tv that i learned it was the WTC..... i turn on the tv in horror, i see the 2nd plane hit , i remember just sitting in awe, with a half naked 9 month old on my living room floor , i get off the phone and i remember putting on her diaper and going to throw up!! i then went to wake my hubby , who said you just had a bad dream , go back to sleep everything is ok.... I wish it was only a dream........watching the towers fall i just sank to the floor and my then 4 year old woke up and asked mommy why are you crying , and i didnt have the words at that moment to tell him all i could do was hold him like i was never going to let go.... i called my mom, my dad, and any other family member i could think of .... then the call for all planes to be grounded, and seeing all the little lights on the radar go black!! At the time we lived just on the other side of a municipal airport , we would see and hear airplanes all day long , And i remember looking at the sky..... no planes, no birds, no sound eerie!!!! any time a siren , a fire truck any emergency vehicle flew by my house this feeling of panic would come over me again and the only thing i could think of was "OH SHIT THEY HIT SAN DIEGO!!" so yes i engulf my self with news have since 9-11 , i want it fresh in my mind , i want to remember always......and just remember this folks "THE MINUTE WE FORGET WE BECOME VULNERABLE AND THEY WILL WIN" please take this day to hug your kids , your loved ones , say hi to a stranger on the street , you never know when it could be gone!! stop and slow down , smell the roses life is too short to hate all the time to be angry all the time i have learned that any many ways, GOD BLESS AMERICA, AND NEVER FORGET , WORLD TRADE CENTER - TOWER 1 AND 2 THE PENTAGON AND FLIGHT 93 I KNOW I WONT.......... 
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I have had my stitches removed and am able to ambulate with only one crutch on my left side , we went in the Jacuzzi today and OMG!!! Let me tell you my muscles were so appreciative!!! I go back for a check up on Apr, 3rd and may have physical therapy depending on my knee strength , but so far so good I am able to put almost 30% of my weight on it as it is right now!!! I will also post a pic of my knee with no stitches, I am kinda keeping a diary of this whole thing as you can tell lol , hope all is well with every one talk to you soon....
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havent been posting much obviously , I can only sit at the puter for so long , before my leg just throbs and aches, but I wanted you to all know I am doing well , and on the mend, to slow for my liking but hey , you do what you gotta do lol!!! so back to bed for me , feel free to call me i am home all day , and could use the chat time!! l8tr all leanne
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Sunday, February 26, 2006
day at the desert!! Current mood: exhausted Category: Life
So we wake up at 10:30am on sat, "oh crap we should have left hours ago" so we hurry up and get ready to go, on the road by 11-11:15. We realize we have no drinks or munchies for the trip so we stop at stater bros. in ramona 81 dollars later back on the road , reminder to self never shop hungry lol!! we get to the outskirts of ramona and see a horrible 3 car accident , not suer how badly injured people were but it was a mess...on we go driving for what seemed like an eternity!! so we get to the road for pam and bills property ...2 white poles they said....whisch 2 white poles evey one has 2 white poles lol!! finally we spot chris's motor home and bills truck ...YAY WE ARE HERE!!!! no sooner do we get ther but my youngest who has been ther all night with grandma starts complaining of an ear ache, gave her some meds and she passed out til like 6pm...watched jacob ride his little dirt bike which i might add he is awsome on!! he cant wait to go out again !! guys were riding three wheelers and quads having a good ole time.. Mel went out with Scott(melissas hubby) for a ride and they were gone for over an hour we thought they were lost turns out , mel almost ran out of gas lol!!! they get back , and everyone is kida putzin around , and all of a sudden we here one of the kids scream "THE DOG IS STUCK" poor stella kristen and kyles dog is stuck to a teddy bear cactus... she had it in her mouth and groin , everyone rushes to her aide and are diligently tryin to get the cactus off her when.....Tati gets is to!! she was just walking out to se how the dog is and she wasnt even near it really and the teddy bear cactus was in her foot and calf!! through her shoe!! she was in agonizing pain we got her shoe off and poured vodka on her foot to kill anybacteria that may have been in from the cactus...poor thing her foot was so swollen , amber(niece) let her borrow some flip flops to wear for the remainder of their time there, they left soon after dinner..so we all eat a very good dinner made by chris and my mom , it was starting to get dark so we started up the campfire , ahh that smell!!! we are sitting around chit chatting , its about 7pm and chris decides he is going to pull the motor home around to put more water in in , now he thinks the road goes all the way around to the tank , so he thought no big deal ill just pull around!!! UH BIG MISTAKE!! first off let me give a little background , he asked about getting water and he kind of got the blow off and no on was really paying attetion to his question , he stubborn adn took care of it himself , well needless to say he made it about 100 yards and BAM!!! HE WAS STUCK IN SOFT SAND!!! we are talkin up to the rear axle!! they dump the grey water and first ronnie trys his truck, k ronnie is drunk off his ass, his truck wasnt movin shit!! so big big bill brings his truck around , stil NO movement well... maybey a foot back, Mel has decided we need to get on the road it was late bout 730 and we had a long drive home and all the kids were coming back with us, i said but honey all the kids stuff is in the motor home, so he waits!! kids roast mellows tricia is so cute she made s'mores for me and daddy but didnt want one herself, poor sicko!! so finally they come to the conclusion that the motorhome will probably have to be dug out a little to get it out, i said well since its just sitting can i get my kids stuff!! i get there stuff , we sa our goodbyes and off we go to home!!! bout 7:45 we were home by 9:45 asleep by like midnight!! and that was my day at the desert had a blast and can't wait to go again, maybe stay the night, this time we didnt cause the dog was home, next time dog is going too!! l8ter all!! |
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GOOD AFTERNOON , AND MERRY X-MAS EVE!! WELL.....DUMBASS ME SAVED ALL MY WRAPPIN FOR TODAY ITS ALL DONE NOW BUT ABOUT AN HOUR AGO I WAS IN WRAPPIN PAPER HELL!!! ROFLMAOOOO.......HOPE EVERYONE GETS WHAT THEY WANT THIS YEAR AND HAS PLENTY OF FOOD AND MERRIMENT TO GO AROUND .....MERRY X-MAS TO ALL AND TO ALL A GOOD NIGHT..... P.S DID I MENTION FURBIES ARE A PAIN TO WRAP!!!!!
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Remember Tricia getting knocked in the mouth this summer with the golf club?? Wellllll....... we went to the dentist this morning and..... her two front teeth have to come out, at least they are not permanent teeth however she wont get in her permanent ones til she is 6.5 - 7 so a year and a half with no front teeth ugh!!! i called my mom to tell her bout her namesakes teeth and apparently crappy teeth are hereditary lol. she asked me to ask how much a partial would be cause my ins. doesnt cover partials and she said if it isnt too much she may pay for one so Tricia doesnt have to go all the time with no teeth !!! she also has to have yet another crown possibly two or at least a filling he has put her on anti-biotics to prevent any abcess in her molar and to hopefully keep it from needing a crown . so that is my day so far.....oh yeah they have to sedate her again for all this and her school will hopefully pay for the sedation!!! love ya Leanne
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I am extremely irritated this morning, last night i went to bed with no cable no internet, ( jow am i posting you may ask ??) lets just say nice neighbors who are very giving with there wireless connection lol anyways , i had made a payment yesterday afternoon which i made arrangements for on friday with the assurance of the customer service rep on the other end there would be no disrupption in my service!!! he said cause i asked how much do i need to pay on monday to keep me from having my service interupted he said 60.82 okay so i paid said 60.82 and what happens at 11pm last night i lose my cable and my internet!!! so yeah not myy fault for lack of payment i was told an amount i paid it end of story!!! not really , i quit work back in april due to stress , well the cable bill and van ins is my responsibility, so i take on watching kids as a means to pay said bills . however those whom i watch are not paying or havent paid me for services rendered thus leaving me behind on my cable and owing my mom 100 dollars and my husband 72 so you see my quandry. i have recieved partial payment from one and have yet to recieve money from others. If i had been paid on time i would not owe any money to anyone , instead though i have a cable bill to pay, insurance payment to pay back, my mom 100 dollars , a looming parking ticket AND NO DINERO!!! okay i am done ranting! til later journal leanne
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I forgot to do my obligitory drunk post , so this is my I AM VERY FUCKING HUNGOVER POST!!! i had a blast last night with a few flaws but they were remedied, you guys are the awsomest ( is that even a word) i have puked 2x this morning and feel like shit and yeah ITS MY BIRTHDAY!!! so once again i say THANK YOOU!!! to all my wonderful friends !!! oh yeah did i say i feel like shit??
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